Well, this is the end of the line for me. I told him the last time we hung out that I wanted to try to get back together. I was rejected. Things got out of hand. I did it because I didn’t want to give up on something that meant a lot to me if… Continue reading Time to give up
I remember those days when I would tell you I was terrified of losing you, of you leaving me. You would sometimes laugh at me, and think me silly and say, “that’s never gonna happen” or “I’m never going to leave you.” I remember I felt so safe and reassured hearing those words from you.… Continue reading Letter 5 to my ex
I hate how we don’t talk like before now. When all I really wanted before was for us to talk more again like we used to. Also, it’s hard for me because every time I think about you and us, I blame myself for everything. I have a lot of things left unsaid. I feel… Continue reading Letter 4 to my ex
I’m sitting here on my bed filled with thoughts of you. I reactivated my facebook and read our old chats. I do not know why I keep doing this to myself. And so, I have all these emotions rushing inside me. I have so many things I want to say. I am sorry for that… Continue reading Letter 3 to my ex
When we started dating, it was great! Amazing! I was head-over-heels. I couldn’t get enough of you. You felt the same way. I was happy. We were happy. Honestly, I never expected anything from you. I didn’t expect you to do boyfriend things especially since you said you weren’t the sweet/romantic type. I actually thought you were… Continue reading Letter 2 to my ex
Dear J, I remember how every time you saw me, you would compliment me and I would feel so beautiful and liked by you. I love how every time we went out on a date, you would immediately grab my hand upon seeing me. I loved it each time you held me when we watched… Continue reading The first open letter to my ex.