It’s been around a week since I last wrote something here. I would just like to report that I still love my ex. I’ll just accept the fact that I’ll probably always love him. I just don’t want to feel any pain anymore. I’ll be fine with loving him from afar. I’m just sick of… Continue reading I’ll always love him
After being rejected again, I think I finally let go of hope. I mean, part of me still wishes he’d come back, and maybe there is still 1% hope, but it’s kinda like wishing I’d win the lottery. I wish I’ll win the jackpot but life goes on even if I don’t. It still hurts… Continue reading Slowly letting go
I’m trying to move on but the memories persists. I’m hoping that writing them down here will help me even just a little. The biggest thing that has really left a mark in my heart is our Japan trip. It’s actually pretty sad because that trip made me like him more. It made me feel… Continue reading Japan
Well, this is the end of the line for me. I told him the last time we hung out that I wanted to try to get back together. I was rejected. Things got out of hand. I did it because I didn’t want to give up on something that meant a lot to me if… Continue reading Time to give up
I was planning to implement No Contact with my ex in order to move on. I deleted everything. I planned to erase him from my life the moment I walked out his door. I honestly thought I would never hear from him again nor see him ever again. I had no intentions of ever reaching… Continue reading Torn
I invited him out on Saturday. I was having a rough day at home and my first thought was, “I want to be with him.” If we were still together, my course of action would have been the same. I would drive to see him. The only difference was that we weren’t together anymore so… Continue reading Hanging out with my ex
2 weeks today since we broke up. I kind of regret replying to him when he texted me 4 days after the break up. I think it did more harm than good. I don’t wan’t to analyze things anymore because my brain is so tired. I know that if he wanted to be with me,… Continue reading Am I ready to move on?